My Heart is Bleeding

God, my heart is bleeding and i feel like leaving this earth as soon as possible...My heart and my spirit is broken into millions of pieces and who can I talk to when I feel terrible upsad and want to be alone. I want to shut myself up and stop seeing and hurting people around me. I keep on surpressing my emotions within me and assuming that I am alright. God, come and revive my spirit because I live without a HOPE, FUTURE and DREAMS..... God!!!!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!