Lost....

I am very upsad and lost of what had happened to me recently..... i cant accept the truth and right now i am really stumble and shaken of what had happened..... God in 4 years time, i will be leaving to other country and i will really miss all my freinds here especially rl, mc, jess and vic... If it is your will for me to leave, let your will be done though it hurts me alot..... =)