Grace

God!!! I really want to cry out from the bottom of my heart. Can I really overcome all the difficulties which I am facing now? God, my wounds and hurts are like diseases spreading over my body. God, from now onwards, I have only you who can walk with me through the fire. Jia you!

God, in the midst of trials, let your unfailing love overtakes me...I feel like as if I have stop breathing and I want to be where you are and shun away from people from onwards. God, come and melt my heart and give me a purpose of living.Thank you Daddy!!!

My Heart is Bleeding

God, my heart is bleeding and i feel like leaving this earth as soon as possible...My heart and my spirit is broken into millions of pieces and who can I talk to when I feel terrible upsad and want to be alone. I want to shut myself up and stop seeing and hurting people around me. I keep on surpressing my emotions within me and assuming that I am alright. God, come and revive my spirit because I live without a HOPE, FUTURE and DREAMS..... God!!!!!!!!!!!!HELP!!!!!!!!!!!

Confused....

I am very confused and alot of pressure are upon me.... God what should I do for my future and career...God I am helpless and feel hopeless at time but let the Holy Spirit come and be my teacher...

Lost....

I am very upsad and lost of what had happened to me recently..... i cant accept the truth and right now i am really stumble and shaken of what had happened..... God in 4 years time, i will be leaving to other country and i will really miss all my freinds here especially rl, mc, jess and vic... If it is your will for me to leave, let your will be done though it hurts me alot..... =)

Disappointed

Lord I am very disappointed today by alot of things because I dun knw how to handle the situation. LORD, please forgive me that from now onwards I tried my best not to communicate to anyone because the more I communicate, the more disappointments I will receive. This is the thing I must overcome on my own and I know that everyone will forsake me except YOU. Walk beside me and hold my hand for I am totally and utterly have nthing to say right now. God, you will send your guardian angle to come and protect me no matter what happen to me. I am weak and YOU r strong.....COME and empowered my spirit for my spirit is broken into million of pieces. This is the year of blessings and breakthrough.

LOST!!!!

GOD, I am very lost now.... I wanted to go back to youth and sun service very much but there are always having a great fear in me for going back because i am super scared of rejection....God I really dun want to start all over again, each time i think about this matter, i will burst into tears and I am very lost.... God, I am drowning in the deep sea and I can see neither land nor anything I can hold on to......Let this year be the year i grow spiritually and mature and sensitive to the people around me.... Be wise in relating with people and aware of their behaviour..... God, I am very very disappointed and dont knw hw to overcome nw.... How I am super super super lost...lol COME and RESCUE ME!!!!

LOST!!!!

GOD, I am very lost now.... I wanted to go back to youth and sun service very much but there are always having a great fear in me for going back because i am super scared of rejection....God I really dun want to start all over again, each time i think about this matter, i will burst into tears and I am very lost.... God, I am drowning in the deep sea and I can see neither land nor anything I can hold on to......Let this year be the year i grow spiritually and mature and sensitive to the people around me.... Be wise in relating with people and know aware of their behaviour..... God, I am very very disappointed and dont knw hw to overcome nw.... How I am super super super lost...lol COME and RESCUE ME!!!!

JIA YOU!!!! =)

God... May you pull me out from this trial and the victory is MINE!!!!!!

Rainy Day

Today is our last cell group gather togther and fellowship with one another.... I feel very upsad because there are alot of things all of us have went through thick and thin..... Thinking of U5 is going off and mengchoo, i almost wanted to burst into tears because by God's grace, they are the one who always encourage and pray for me..... I really missed my CELL GROUP very much.... GOD... pls control my emotion and let me know that you are in control..... I missed the time we spend together laughing and crying for one another..... Though there are thurs cell group, however, it cant compare our bonding as an indidivual cell though we may nt be very close...Lord... I MISSED MY CELL GROUP!!!!!! Bring me through this trial and let me lean on you always... I feel that as if everything as come to the end......HELP!!!!!!

Disappointed!!

Disappointed....


This morning, after I have taken my Accounts CA test, my friends checked the answers with me and I realized that I had alot of mistakes. I felt very terrified, helpless and disppointed!!!! I had worked so hard for this CA and yet I got this kind of marks...... I didn't know wat to do and for the time being, I didn't feel like talking or see anyone..... I just want to be alone.... GOD!!!!! Pls help me... I really want to go to PLOY!!!!!!!